I really hope i’m okay soon.. like not being able to move around financially is tiring and it just adds to how depressed I feel sometimes. I have to wait to buy text books which puts me behind in some of my classes, i can’t grocery shop for healthy food so i’m stuck eating one (two of i’m lucky) meals a day that are shitty and provide next to no nutrition, I can barely do nice things for myself because if i’m not in class or at work i’m asleep. not to mention my finsta & tumblr are my methods of venting nowadays cause i HATE treating my boyfriend or only other close friend like my personal therapists that i just whine to all the time. they tell me i can but i just don’t like it. the counselors on campus give me the same amount of help i usually scrounge up for myself and i can not afford a decent personal therapist. i’ve been feeling so sad and out of it lately and i hope i’m over it soon cause i’m too busy to be sad. please pray for me. if you can help in anyway it’s really appreciated, my cashapp doesn’t work but i use my boyfriend’s, it’s $thudthedude (label “for Caitlyn”) and my paypal is paypal.me/keepinupwitcai
